Considering I’m writing 2 days after the “event’, the unthinkable title, written just to be written, I find it to be OK though. So… I’ll leave it like that…
In life, it happens that someone appears and calls you into their world. If you won’t go there, into that world, you will probably wonder for the rest of your life “What if I went into his world? How would his world be?”
I seized the chance and I entered his world. Sensitivity is hardly an advantage. It is nothing more or less that a flaw of humans. It is a delight watching a sensitive man. It is even more beautiful interacting with him. It is divine to live this experience with a person of this kind.
He did not choose to be born so. He had always been like this. Moreover, he has cultivated this deep inside of him. The monster is inside of him. He fed himself with music,” for music does not hurt anyone“. And now, this dragon, born out of sensitivity at the age of 2-3, lives among us. He ignites, he extinguishes, he breaths, he suffers, he is happy, he is sad… among us. I met this men in whom lives the strange dragon. I met him before… but he didn’t reveal the dragon inside of him… I like him. He is filled with beautiful stuff. He lives intensely and I do like people who “burn” nicely.
His thoughts are an inner dialogue. But, if you know how to hear him and how to listen to him, there’s a lot you can learn. And he is aware of what he says within himself. And he knew I heard him. And he knows that his thoughts activate emotional processes within himself. Exactly! Even those painful ones… But he gives you permission to listen. You can learn from him to emphatically connect yourself to any painful feeling, unpleasant feeling or a bad one which occurs within yourself. This feeling has the power to give you information like a pleasant one could never do. It teaches you where you are in relation to where you want to be. He understands these things and overcomes them through music, through sounds produced by his hands.
You sit beside him and you see him. You feel him. But you can’t tell how his eyes are. You can’t tell how his nose is. You can’t tell how his teeth are …You just don’t see his face. You don’t see his fingers that are typing …he is writing something for you. And he can write pretty good. But he doesn’t know that he can…. He knows how to control his desires. It is a sign of intelligence and will.
He, once told me that “he is a child“. He grew up… he is growing old… we all do that. But, he never stopped “playing“. And this grown-up or adult is unwittingly being constantly influenced or covertly controlled by his unconscious inner child. His inner child is real. Not literally. Not physically. But figuratively, metaphorically real. He does everything without any effort. You can learn from him. If only you want to.
He has the courage to consciously break free of the past. And he does it. So, what if that hurts???!! And he has absolutely no dark side. He simply needs “darkness“so he can be himself, he can feel, he can evolve. So then he closes his eyes. And you all think he is looking at you. You think he is looking at each and every one of you ….
He manages to present life stripped of all unnecessary things. He does not use pompous words to capture the essence of life. When you’re with him, you don’t get lost among symbols and complex expressions. He tells you the truth. He tells you what he thinks.
He is a man who lives beautifully. A man who does all those things that are good for his soul, that make him happy and fulfilled for as long as they can do that to him and then he “cuts it short“.
“Beautiful “is the definition of our own ideals and “ideal” is just a beautiful word.
He is beautiful because he pays attention. He pays attention to everything. He sees and feels everything. Without putting an effort in it. I believe that most people do not feel that he is so. He is beautiful because he communicates. Few people can talk about their feelings, their thoughts, their principles. He has a clue about what and how women think, but women do not know what is in his head. He is beautiful because he doesn’t lie. He is beautiful because he has the courage to take every deed and its consequences. He is beautiful because he is intelligent. He knows how to speak properly. You can talk to him other than what people talk. He knows how to convey what he feels and what he thinks, but you have to be there to hear it. He is beautiful because a man who wears beautiful shoes can never be ugly … Beauty pleases him simply because it is beautiful… But beauty won’t move him. The height of feelings is directly related to the depth of intelligence.
He lives so as to be noticed wherever he is and to make you feel that you miss him the moment he disappears.
People do not lack strength, but will, and he has got lots of it. He is the man who has both passion and logic. His music expresses the things which cannot be said and it is impossible to remain silent.
We stare at a décolletage, we love someone, we laugh at a joke. We see each other again, we smile, we close our eyes, we dream. We marvel, we delude ourselves, we sing in the shower, we’re hot, we’re cold… These are the things we do… But that’s not why we’re here. We are here to feel, to vibrate, to live. And everyone gets the chance to do this.
This man is a hunter! He hunts the prey until the prey catches him…
With love,
ANA-MARIA SINTION
International Licensed Quantum Biofeedback Specialist
